After a number of days last week when my tears unpredictably kept surfacing for no apparent reason, I woke up this morning feeling emotionally focused and strong and looking forward to a happy Monday. I optimistically hopped out of bed at 6:30, prepared a blender full of green smoothie (actually it was red today from some beets), had breakfast, and went swimming. On the walk home from the pool I reflected on the past week or so and realized that a lot, some happy and some not-so-happy, has been happening.
It started with a farewell lunch for one of my fellow workers at Toronto City Mission. That event was like a family reunion. A bunch of us,who have since moved on, came back to celebrate Naomi's time at the mission. It was wonderful seeing everyone again!
And then we had the Aukema's over at our place for two weekends to visit with their daughter/sister Karen, who was here from China, for a conference in the Toronto area. Food preparation, meals and playing "Settlers of Catan" and "Ticket to Ride" games, and just hanging out, set the stage for sharing precious time together.
Our guests Karen and Robert
and John and Anna
Anna and I prepared a double batch of sweet and sour meatballs so they could have half for their family dinner together at our house and Gerard and I took the other half to our small group gathering.
Then on Monday I got back to a number of projects I was working on; coordinating volunteers for serving coffee at church for the month of December, sending out e-mails regarding our small group and our Bible Reading Group. Phone calls and e-mails were going back and forth. I was loving it! But then I started making mistakes in the schedules because I was working on too many things at once. E-mails had to be corrected and re-sent. And I was in tears. I used to be able to do this! And now I can't multitask like this anymore. So disappointing!
I decided to take a break from the scheduling to check some blogs I follow. And there it was in "Second Verse", a blog I've been following for a few years now - a guest post by her sister sharing with readers that Alicia has died. More tears. Alicia was a fellow blogger sharing her cancer journey. I had seen it coming, but it was still really emotional for me to lose a fellow traveler. Some reassurance from Gerard and some talking with the Lord eventually helped put things back into perspective again.
Anna helping with meal prep
And then there were also lots of happy things. We had an appointment with our oncologist and it was good news once again! My blood test was fine. Everything else looks fine, so.."See you in three months." In the meantime he'll schedule my first MRI in one-and-a-half years! to check whether the cancer is still stable.
We attended a benefit Christmas concert for NeighbourLink, met with our small group, and enjoyed a "child-friendly meal and Christmas church service. And on Thursday I was allowed to go swimming again- after a month's break because of my cataract surgery. Yay! It feels so good to swim again! And it feels so good to participate in one social event after another like this.
John and Anna visiting for a second time.
By now Karen is back in China and it's just the two of us here at home. Even though I really enjoy the busyness, it's also good to slow down for a while again. I've started reading a really good book called, "One Child" by Torey Hayden. I think I've shared with you most of the highlights of our week. So now I'm off to read my book for awhile. Talk to you later...